Ups and Down

I start to write this article about myself a bit TILTED ( for regular Word operators its Italic) as i feel writing straight is tougher as compared to writing things tilted where there can be ignorance if the words do not fall in straight together, you must be thinking why am i talking about handwriting skills :) and it should be.....

I think there is very little margin of error when it comes to life as if things do not go right for you , you start to fail and failure leads to struggle and unhappiness.

I feel there is a very little difference in drawing a straight line and making life as perfect as a straight line. We have to accept life as it comes to us. If more you try to change it based on your needs or demands which may come in  you might positively get success but there is always faint mark left behind struggling to identify who exactly you are ?

I am not saying this because changes are not necessary but you always have to be what you are and adapt new changes as a ongoing process , by not leaving your originality at cost of any thing.

Well as truly said by someone UP's and Down's are part of life and i am going through some UP's and some Down's in my life .... 

- A Unhappy Man without his wife ......

- A Happy Father with her daughter ....

- A Unhappy Man without his loved one's .....

- A Happy and proud Husband as his wife is doing MBA from IIM.

- A Unhappy Person settling his debts and loan with lot of pain and handwork behind him....

- A God friendly and Happy Person assuming god will take care of him self and life sill soon be very smooth.

- A person with great job satisfaction and a happy professional ...

- A person with great amount of work pressure at office to do things neat and clean...

- A father who is not able to take care of her daughter like her mom would have done .....

The List can go on and on but when i compare the level of satisfaction i find my self no where, neither i find my self a good husband, a good father nor a good son .... Leaving every one unsatisfied for some or the other thing ...

i dont know what to do and where to start with to make things better .....

Well presently the biggest challenge in my life is to take care of my daughter nicely and make her as good, Truthful and smart as her MOM,  Not by pressurizing her but by making her understand things sweetly and nicely.

I  know she misses her mom , she cries thinking of her but at the end she understands that it is just a matter of time and herself, DAD and MOM will be together under one roof soon and she can stay happily with them .... 

I also understand when my daughter see's other mothers taking care of their child and she calls her father as mother in front of them how much pain she must be going through but again i feel that god has destined her in such a way probably to make her bold and give her a fighting spirit or can say never give up spirit.

Today, 20th July 2014 Midnight around 12:45 AM i am writing this post not just because i feel proud of my daughter but also because i want this to be drafted as when ever i get an opportunity to read read this post , i should always feel proud and should make sure i never let my daughter down for anything and to repay her with smiles and lot of happiness in life with the kind of sacrifice she has done.

I dont want to stop writing this post but my daughter is sleeping on my lap and i want to spend sometime with her admiring her innocence ...........

Good night ....